the end starts here

history in my 2012 life

2012-01-05T22:37:00.006+08:00

i must take note of this day in 2012.The next big thing after this.

Actually i have been through it back then but today was the longest.how my idol spent time with me.

~JAMIE JLOSTEIN~

it started here:

the 2nd most useful search engine YOUTUBE:

a Tokio Hotel-inspired person like me.

Then,as a fan,we'll do this

i tried to contact her,telepathically (fake).succeeded!

and with heart and soul,we just bond.(exaggerate)

We chatted.How sweet!

I tried helping her to increase her no. of fans through Galaxie but failed last year.I emailed Galaxie and was awarded the winner letter of the month (truth and not myth).They suggested Xtina Grimmie and Sam Tsui instead.i should've specify it with LOCAL youtube star.

We talked about Love (sounds homo?) whatever.it was my moment.

Lastly,we bid farewell but never a bye.

wake up,its your new start of 2012

2012-01-01T17:12:00.001+08:00

happy new year 2012.God bless all you people!

mama mia!i survived

2011-09-22T20:59:00.006+08:00

^^ Spm 2011 candidate

My only raya visiting at BFF's house,Pnut

my precious mini bday cake n a heartfelt msg by my chekarlians friends

So its been almost a month,my trials have been going on.passing by my birthday.it was dissapointing,you won't wanna know.Society...

But anyway..as the saying goes there are so many beautiful reasons to be happy..Thx!

Shout out loud

2011-08-19T23:25:00.002+08:00

I have a statement:Im not old but it's just a maturity in sight.

You who called me old is simply DUMB!

Club Mod contest

2011-08-17T12:04:00.001+08:00

KORANG,Ampa,Depa di sana!nak mintak tlg LIKE Club Mod,and like my wall post there:saya nak stylo mylo dengan beg ClubMod kerana nak buat org biasa jealous dgn ahli MOD CLUB members dgn beg yg style!!XD

Maturity in sight

2011-07-23T23:27:00.011+08:00

Its been a week and the AFS 2nd stage selection camp memories never once slipped from my mind.Its the biggest decision i had ever made attending this second.More or less I've changed but there was more to learn and to fix about myself.

At first,it was to fight for a place to USA but then in 2 days,my nervousness and anxiety just faded. what appeared was life-changing:Friendship.A bond was built between strangers of all walks of life and with people who were already my friend.

The 'sacred' notebook Le Xuan was writing in

Food Lovers:Michelle Han (selangor) reminded me of Bonny Cheang,Perlisian Lex aka Le xuan

Inspirations:People with hearing disablities made us laugh the most.

Group 11:main game Traditional ;p

My room mate (bertudung) Puteri Malinda and my Ketua (blue uniform) Arm-Rain,team members xcept Hakim (black shirt)

Final day !

Group U.S.(Us yg semangat USA): Presentation with remix of Price Tag ft Lazy Song

Yours truly,

Afterthoughts

My current lovers:my Rayband Crew

2011-07-15T20:40:00.004+08:00

Actually they were my band members.But then we did this 70's song called Bunyi Guitar.So our senior trumpeters came up with an idea to Mambo,and we wanted to remix by putting on the 'rayban' glasses and malay traditional dikir barat.and then *poof*! Mine is dad's precious antique Porsche Carera glasses.looking forward to upload pics and videos soon.

am currently in KL for AFS ;): one day before Urbanscapes (then again,won the tix,SOS a new friend,Aliza Sara) and 2 days before Malaysia National Marching Band competition.I SO wanna go!!

the day she broke down

2011-07-09T23:33:00.001+08:00

and its not because of boyfriend,or broken hearted but....

Oh daddy cool~

2011-06-20T22:52:00.011+08:00

Since its Father's Day (still!),i wanna shamelessly BRAG about my beloved dad!

u wonder where am i from.im the proud daughter of my genius dad!!He is a know-it-all man i have ever knew.Not a thing he doesn't know!

his nickname:tak mau kalah! (don't wanna lose!)

You have batman but he is the superhero that protects me from the reality monster 24/7.

Im spoilt but he taught me what life really was that is to live and not just dream.

he's not a cook but he cooks according to his mood and only cook western food.but this ^ was my lucky day,he cooked this delicious you-can't-get-enough-of-it sandwich.

His recipe:
1.Turkey

2.Egg

3.Breadspread/mayo

* 4. the most important,pinches of LOVE!:)

He is creative.He taught me a lil bit of photography and he knows i love tumblr!so he knows what crap i usually talk about.

He is so funny but at the same time strict on some matters.

"He said taking care of a child is like playing a kite.sometimes you gotta let it lose and at times,you have to hold it back."

All in all,daddy,we love you!!

p/s all the above were proven 'scientifically' true,not myth cause my friends said so!

Quote of the day

2011-06-08T20:44:00.002+08:00

lets swim to 'Pasar Ikan' Manhattan

2011-06-07T17:47:00.015+08:00

Directly translated by our local vlogger on YouTube Anwar Hadi as the

Manhattan Fish Market

its been quite sometime since we had a family gathering

with my sis and...

so she's not the hightlight but her new phone,HTC ;p

You know,for-those-who-can't-afford-an-IPhone phone.You have lots in the market e.g. Samsung Galaxy but im still a lover for Iphone ever since im allowed to play Aqmar's without limit.Thanks Aqmar!

we played Solo Lite,a music app for guitar cause my sis wanna try play guitar but it's not good.

a lil bit about her

*continue....*

dad and his halibut fish.I never heard about that kind of fish.

I want it to happen,to have Kenny Roger in Perlis but seemed impossible!!

mood:life is wonderful!XD

Quote of the day

2011-06-02T17:13:00.002+08:00

and they always did if you pay attention to what they say.Don't lose who you are!

Because you're one and only and you're beautiful just the way you are :)

music scene pt 3

2011-06-01T23:44:00.004+08:00

Roll the drums!!!*ka chang* up next....the category that i never thought it will be my choice of my song especially during stressful moments or well,to cover up my ear when my parents nag

><.it works really!you shouldn't follow me though,its bad,bad girl!

category:SCREAMO ROCK

credits:Aqmar who open my ears to the beauty of hardcore rock songs

the song i heard when i watch a dedication video to Tokio Hotel before i knew it was actually skillet!!!

this band:Eyes Set To Kill is coming down to Malaysia!

check it out:http://www.junkonline.net/articles/3221-Eyes-Set-To-Kill-Play-Malaysia--Indonesia-July-2011

Local Music Scene pt 2

2011-05-30T22:30:00.003+08:00

next to come on my playlist. Our proud of Malaysia!

2nd Category:Local star-to-be

this video that spreaded like disease which made her outstanding and made it to the TOP!

I was a fan back then but then she got forgotten :( btw,i actually met her in person at the Tokio Hotel first concert in Malaysia and i thought who was that cosplay girl(standing just bedise me:0),weird!After that i came home,actively getting involved with checking out the youtube amazing stars,and again i just ran into her video.*BAM*i remembered,she was the first youtube person i ever loved when i first time youtube-ing.Remorseful i tell you for not recognizing my idol.I wanted to meet her so bad again!!she was a very nice person too interacting with her on facebook!!!

her inspiration,the infamous german songstress,Eisblume.Because of J'Lostein,Eisblume was one of my interests!

My fave original creation of hers.

her first step towards fame!!yay!

Lots more to talk about this not-so-typical singing bird:)) !http://www.jlostein.net

love for the underground scene

2011-05-29T21:34:00.003+08:00

here i am,not breaking my promise to blog about the music scene.especially my discovery in the youtube world and just bumping into it then falling in love with it.

first category:Not just youtube-ing!

my current love for.This shows her beautifully pleasant-to-hear sweet voice..

Hear her power vocals hit the top and she's in control of it like a pro!!

inspiring creations of her own and im wishing for the HQ to put it on my playlist

and did i tell you she's going on tour with Selena Gomez??http://selenagomez.com/tour-dates

this is me after the exams!

2011-05-25T19:27:00.001+08:00

*my imaginary world,talking to myself*

and do what?i have lots to do..

you?no?

be my date??lets just hang out!

Mother's Day dedications

2011-05-08T19:35:00.004+08:00

the presents we bought,she got!

Seafood savour,YUMMy!

King and Queen of my heart

Quote of the day

2011-05-03T23:22:00.002+08:00

upcoming post:Bands

2011-05-02T15:42:00.004+08:00

I wanna make you wait.Stick to your sit cause im gonna wake you up with a smile.

p/s My next post will be something about music.wanting to blog about it for a long time :)

and so the prince and princess lived happily ever after

2011-04-29T22:58:00.009+08:00

Wedding of the DECADE by Princess Diana and Prince Charles on 21 Jun 1982

YEARS....later

The wedding of the DECADE by Prince William and Kate Middleton on 29th April 2011

E-online reports on the dress:

"Miss Middleton chose British brand Alexander McQueen for the beauty of its craftsmanship and its respect for traditional workmanship and the technical construction of clothing," the official site states. "[She] wished for her dress to combine tradition and modernity with the artistic vision that characterises...McQueen's work."

As for details, the bodice and skirt's lace appliqué was handmade by the Royal School of Needlework, while the dress is made of ivory and white satin gazar. The pleated skirt was made to resemble an "opening flower" (love!), and the bodice, which was "padded at the hips, draws on the Victorian tradition of corsetry."

Kate's ivory duchess satin heels were also courtesy of Alexander McQueen.

And the bling? Queen Elizabeth II lent her the Cartier-designed "halo" tiara, and the teardrop diamond earrings were a personal gift from her parents.

Style expert and Fashion Police host George Kotsiopoulos declared of Kate's bridal look, "Yay! May the fashion world rejoice, for It's Sarah Burton for Alexander McQueen! Now Kate is officially cool and of course totally modern."

ahh..the royal wedding.A dream come true for every lil girl who lives a princess dream.a shining armour on his white horse comes to the rescue,get married and live happily ever after.Including me.

But *poof*,back to reality,it's impossible.== Today's event could be a joyful one and could also be a tear-dropping event as one of the hottest royal bachelor was no more a bachelor.

I've been wondering the whole time and even reading the words on the invitation card carefully and repeatedly,is this possible?A commoner and a royal member give birth to a half-blood prince (tumblr).anyway we just gotta put on a smile and life goes on.

Congrats!

EARTH DAY 2011

2011-04-23T22:41:00.003+08:00

if you could read,you know what does it mean.

If you understand,you know what to do.

If you care,you do it now!

I know many don't give a damn about this,but i do!

International Book Day

2011-04-12T22:05:00.007+08:00

Reading is the best medicine in life,endless.So read instead of taking drugs!;O

my room i always been dreaming of.To have a book zone!cool huh!

Library and bookshop is my 'lepak' place

Lost Books (by Gilderic (Recovering))

Books are the key of civilization. Books are a light in the darkness. Books are a source of inspiration.

my cousin brought me to this lovely lil secondhand bookstore in Singapore

10 things to learn from Japan.

2011-04-12T22:00:00.001+08:00

1. THE CALM
Not a single visual of chest-beating or wild grief. Sorrow itself has been elevated.

2. THE DIGNITY
Disciplined queues for water and groceries. Not a rough word or a crude gesture.

3. THE ABILITY
The incredible architects, for instance. Buildings swayed but didn’t fall.

4. THE GRACE
People bought only what they needed for the present, so everybody could get something.

5. THE ORDER
No looting in shops. No honking and no overtaking on the roads. Just understanding.

6. THE SACRIFICE
Fifty workers stayed back to pump sea water in the N-reactors. How will they ever be repaid?

7. THE TENDERNESS
Restaurants cut prices. An unguarded ATM is left alone. The strong cared for the weak.

8. THE TRAINING
The old and the children, everyone knew exactly what to do. And they did just that.

9. THE MEDIA
They showed magnificent restraint in the bulletins. No silly reporters. Only calm reportage.

10. THE CONSCIENCE
When the power went off in a store, people put things back on the shelves and left quietly!

Learn to give rather than take

2011-04-11T23:47:00.005+08:00

i got this email from my dad:A life lesson from the Japanese Earthquake.Ponder..

THIS letter, written by Vietnamese immigrant Ha Minh Thanh working in Fukushima as a policeman to a friend in Vietnam, was posted on New America Media on March 19. It is a testimonial to the strength of the Japanese spirit, and an interesting slice of life near the epicenter of Japan 's crisis at the Fukushima nuclear power plant. It was translated by NAM editor Andrew Lam, author of "East Eats West: Writing in Two Hemispheres." Shanghai Daily condensed it. Brother, ; How are you and your family? These last few days, everything was in chaos. When I close my eyes, I see dead bodies. When I open my eyes, I also see dead bodies. Each one of us must work 20 hours a day, yet I wish there were 48 hours in the day, so that we could continue helping and rescuing folks. We are without water and electricity, and food rations are near zero. We barely manage to move refugees before there are new orders to move them elsewhere. I am currently in Fukushima , about 25 kilometers away from the nuclear power plant. I have so much to tell you that if I could write it all down, it would surely turn into a novel about human relationships and behaviors during times of crisis. People here remain calm - their sense of dignity and proper behavior are very good - so things aren't as bad as they could be. But given another week, I can't guarantee that things won't get to a point where we can no longer provide proper protection and order. They are humans after all, and when hunger and thirst override dignity, well, they will do whatever they have to do. The government is trying to provide supplies by air, bringing in food and medicine, but it's like dropping a little salt into the ocean. Brother, there was a really moving incident. It involves a little Japanese boy who taught an adult like me a lesson on how to behave like a human being. Last night, I was sent to a little grammar school to help a charity organization distribute food to the refugees. It was a long line that snaked this way and that and I saw a little boy around 9 years old. He was wearing a T-shirt and a pair of shorts. It was getting very cold and the boy was at the very end of the line. I was worried that by the time his turn came there wouldn't be any food left. So I spoke to him. He said he was at school when the earthquake happened. His father worked nearby and was driving to the school. The boy was on the third floor balcony when he saw the tsunami sweep his father's car away. I asked him about his mother. He said his house is right by the beach and that his mother and little sister probably didn't make it. He turned his head and wiped his tears when I asked about his relatives. The boy was shivering so I took off my police jacket and put it on him. That's when my bag of food ration fell out. I picked it up and gave it to him. "When it comes to your turn, they might run out of food. So here's my portion. I already ate. Why don't you eat it?" The boy took my food and bowed. I thought he would eat it right away, but he didn't. He took the bag of food, went up to where the line ended and put it where all the food was waiting to be distributed. I was shocked. I asked him why he didn't eat it and instead added it to the food pile. He answered: "Because I see a lot more people hungrier than I am. If I put it there, then they will distribute the food equally." When I heard that I turned away so that people wouldn't see me cry. A society that can produce a 9-year-old who understands the concept of sacrifice for the greater good must be a great society, a great people. Well, a few lines to send you and your family my warm wishes. The hours of my shift have begun again. Ha Minh Thanh

Fashion forward

2011-04-03T19:58:00.010+08:00

Fashion is part and parcel of art and vice versa.Everybody knows how to dress right and nowadays wrong dressing is also fashion.Like the Japanese who loves too much accesories or Lady Gaga (not that i adore her).You can't deny that she's brave in experimenting and realising the impossible.

Even trash is the latest fashion as nowadays it's going GREEN!Yes,green as in environmental-friendly fashion.

Hows that?The clothes are usually made out of organic cotton, hemp, bamboo and renewable fibers... ;o

If you don't know that,don't brag you're fashion fab or whatsoever!!

One of the fashion idol i look up to is none other than the bright student of Brown University/Gorgeous looking lady/talented actress etc etc...

EMMA WATSON.

Her infamous simply stylish design People Tree is made out of 80% organic materials.Geniusly beautiful invention!

The 2011 collections

But i don't know when will People Tree designs exist here in Malaysia.Let's just keep our fingers crossed and hope the time will come.Till then keep supporting organic clothing line,will ya?

Oops!Back to the local news.The current event fashion-conscious-and-art-lover-Malaysians can participate to show your support is *drum roll*...TADA!!!

FASH ART Fashion Bazaar

(click for more info)

When:SUNDAY APR 3, 2011 from 10am - 10pm

Where: (Indoor) Upper Concorse and Ground Floor,

Empire Shopping Gallery, Subang!

A celebration where fashion meets art.
Even recyclables become a glamorous revolution.

im not invisible,im just special

2011-04-01T13:34:00.003+08:00

During an assembly:

Principle:You have to master your language...bla bla bla

ME:*being oblivious*

Principle:Like Yong who can speak lots of languages,who knows she can speak more than what we know....

ME:*blushing and smiles from far* syok sendiri =))

And I just check out my friend's blog entry stating that she likes looking at guitarist and even mentioned about me.So here's an appreciation entry for a Vampire wannabe (like me) and Korean stuff obsessed:

Thanks Scha so much.I was shocked seriously!XD

http://schavampdiary.blogspot.com/2011/03/guitar-oh-guitar.html

and it won' be the end.i'll prove you wrong lame ass!

history repeats itself

2011-03-30T19:51:00.003+08:00

those lovely victims enjoying:Ku and Halimah

so you see,my Derma sec school :)

yes.the second time my hometown was flooded and the first time I got the chance to see the whole process of the flood.

Drags feet to school and the school still looks ok though there were pools of water.However,it rained again not long after.We were supposed to go home earlier at 12.50pm but it was SOS!

Freedom at last at 10.50 am.

beauty gets the attention,personality gets the heart

2011-03-30T19:33:00.002+08:00

“I’m inspired when a woman doesn’t have to be extra sexy to be sexy, but lets her personality show more than her assets."

~Liz Coicou~

Ouote of the day

2011-03-28T22:31:00.002+08:00

its how i go through every day with smile on face :)

ice cream and much love

2011-03-26T23:21:00.007+08:00

'im coming home,coming home,tell the world im coming home'

the time we were together

What matters most to me is my loved ones,my family and they're my hope in the dark,my strength when im about to give up.

This was when we were in Penang.Shopping and spend few days chillex.We even watched late night movie:World Invasion Battle Los Angeles.Didn't regret watching it. :)

Then I was thinking when i grow up,the last thing I wanna be is an army.Yes,you heard that right.That show inspired me deep.You just have to watch!!

Quote of the day

2011-03-26T23:06:00.000+08:00

ATTENTION

2011-03-26T16:22:00.002+08:00

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!TURN OFF YOUR LIGHTS TODAY FROM 8.30PM ONWARDS FOR AN HOUR!!!

Quote of the day

2011-03-25T23:11:00.001+08:00

Bipolar Disorder

2011-03-25T22:52:00.002+08:00

is the above title to hard to understand..?Im more than happy to explain.
English:known as manic-depressive illness, is a brain disorder that causes unusual shifts in mood, energy, activity levels, and the ability to carry out day-to-day tasks.=_=.better?

to those who knows me,they have experienced it.From laughing to crying,angry to happy and so on so forth.The mood swing my parents said.

to strangers they are like 'What are you?!'

but my friends they were 'oh thats normal.lama2 dh besa (pelat or Perlis slang meaning biasa).'

as the saying goes variety is the spice of life

Ouote of the day

2011-03-24T19:11:00.001+08:00

Lady D

2011-03-24T18:54:00.002+08:00

This was the shoe i wanted but it didn'e end well..the black one! ;o

flats,pumps,flip-flops and HELL

2011-03-21T23:46:00.008+08:00

I'm a really greedy lady.The above shoes have always been my dream to wear it but never a reality.Because I don't wear heels!But,the next upcoming post is my first step towards FABULOUSITY!

twitter,tumblr addicter

2011-03-19T23:48:00.004+08:00

I haven't blog about the virtual life i lived.

Its addictive and its my fantasy i dreamt ever come alive.

Symptoms:

1.Panda eyes or eye bags

2.Typing skills improved

3.Ignorant to reality

4.Deaf (when people called you,you didn't realise until you got scolded!)

5.Flexible (lotsa things can be done at once,on the net)

6.Back pain (Sitting too long in front of the computer)

7.constant day dreams (of the beautiful things on the net that is impossible in reality)

8.Smiling and laughing alone

9.fall asleep easily (only when you're offline,ridiculous right?)

10. insane or well less sane...etc etc etc

11.Electric bill increasing

12.get mads easily (when someone talked to you nicely??)

do you have this kinda symptoms or am i the only one?

p/s tweet me @DeeyanahV94 or go crazy reblogging my tumblog:http://dbandana.tumblr.com/

trashes and craps

2011-03-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

trashes and craps tumblr

I’m not the kind of girl who instantly gets the guys. I’m not the kind of girl who looks good in anything she wears. I’m not the kind of girl who gets all the facebook comments on her pictures. I’m not the kind of girl who everyone loves. I’m not the kind of girl that every guy wants. I’m just not that girl, but it’s okay because I am me.

so im unpredictable

2011-03-16T22:11:00.006+08:00

One my fave band is Hey Monday

I love this Cassadee Pope's hair.

from long silky smooth hair to this?!I will dye the strips like hers one day.XD

once upon a time

2011-03-16T21:23:00.007+08:00

The old-school original coffee shop

This happened during an 'accident'.I was so forgetful,i attend the history xtra class that i didn't need to.So i was delighted when we went for breakfast.Its been such a long time since i had a very early breakfast.Me,Evon,Yi Xuan and Syn Woan.

Yi Xuan and Syn Woan,and..FOOD!

Menu:Half-boiled egg, nasi lemak and cold Barli (that was ate finish!) =)

While my friends were having illusions in their own world.I was thinking of the beautiful morning i wake up to,the smell of the antique place,the crispy toast and everything around.How i was on 7th heaven just because of this simple things.As it gets late,many regular customer(i think) , enters and sat reading newpapers or just chatting with friends.Kopitiam!;)

And the changes.The young man you see standing there in shorts is the son of the old owner beside him.I rarely see young men working in this kinda shop.So happy for him too.and the old man was very friendly.We hung out at there for almost 1 1/2 hour.I didn't want to leave..

Remember the long gone

2011-03-14T16:35:00.003+08:00

before heading back to hometown,we stopped by our grandma's graveyard.

~05/02/2011~

its something i wanna say about the big Tsunami hit in Japan.

Quotes

2011-03-14T16:22:00.001+08:00

'The greatness of a nation and its moral progress can be judged by the way its animals are treated'

-Mahatma Gandhi-

Earth Hour heroic designers

2011-03-13T18:59:00.001+08:00

At 8.30pm on March 28, turn off your lights for Earth Hour to cast your vote for action on climate change. To raise awareness for the cause, some of Australia’s hottest designers have dreamed up one-off, sustainable pieces for auction.

GET BIDDING!
The designer pieces are being auctioned at GraysOnline (www.graysonline.com.au) from Tuesday March 24 until Sunday March 29, with all proceeds going toward the WWF’s conservation work.

Marnie Skillings
Our own seemingly small actions can help our earth in a big way. That’s why we are thrilled to be helping WWF promote Earth Hour by creating a dress. We used all recycled fabrics – scraps of silk, lace, tulle and florals remind us that something precious can be derived from what may be perceived by some as waste.

Michelle Jank
It’s imperative to create a less wasteful world. There is so much waste created in our industry, we felt it would be nice to make something special out of things that have been overlooked or no longer needed.

Camilla and Marc
We gave thought to the theory that most fashion movements have encouraged consumption and disposability. Our garment is one of utter indulgence but it can be worn with a clear conscience, as all materials are recycled, from conception through to completion.

Michelle Jank neckpiece and Marnie Skillings dress (left) and Camilla and Marc dress (right). Photography by Pierre Toussaint. Styling by David Bonney. Hair by Gavin Anesbury at RPR. Make up by Claire Thomson at Network. Model Lauren Brown at Priscillas.

if you don't love home,EARTH

2011-03-13T18:45:00.000+08:00

Earth Hour 2011 Official video

2011-03-13T18:30:00.000+08:00

Earth Hour 2011

2011-03-13T18:03:00.006+08:00

Only 13 days until #earthhour. Have you thought about how you'll go beyond the hour this Earth Hour?

Do this and save your ass:http://www.ea rthhour.org/

CNY 2011

2011-03-10T22:21:00.004+08:00

time to update the outdated,Chinese New Year,the Rabbit year:

Im their aunty,complicated right?

on the way home

the beautiful people part 1
beautiful people part 2

The one who's behind all of us

2011-03-10T21:41:00.005+08:00

the strong and the bold,Woman in the World.Since it's the Woman's Day month,here's something you can do.

visit http://www.girlup.org/blog/.

Love and Appreciate them.Pledge for the sake of your mother,our sister,your friend,your girlfriend.

Vintage craves

2011-03-10T21:01:00.002+08:00

been searching for this store badly!!!I'm craving for a vintage and classic shopping.so tell me,see it somewhere?

When its time,you'll be gone

2011-03-02T20:30:00.003+08:00

This was like a party before Ling Ying's sister wedding.

~Feb 7 2011~

One that makes me thing when i thought of MY sister's wedding is that,i feel happy but sad at the same thing.Losing your loved ones to some people i don't really know?No way!
But still life must go on,i can't stop what is meant to be,its just a matter of time.

Earth Hour 2011 TVC 60 sec version

2011-03-02T20:24:00.000+08:00

Be Prepared for Earth Hour 2011!!!

a vet's heart

2011-02-27T20:25:00.001+08:00

"Love of animals is a universal impulse, a common ground on which all of us may meet. By loving and understanding animals, perhaps we humans shall come to understand each other."

-- Louis J. Camuti

I wanna be the saviour of a a society,not a trash!

its the month of hell

2011-02-27T17:56:00.001+08:00

its the first term test.makes everyone a living dead!

Creation Unknown: unterstutzdiekunst ♥.

2011-02-20T23:40:00.000+08:00

Creation Unknown: unterstutzdiekunst ♥.

the good old days by dad

2011-02-11T22:51:00.003+08:00

I sacrificed for the sake of Biology studies!

So i asked dad for help.Its something he did when he was young.taking water from the river,traditional way!He was doing the exact thing he did when he was young.i stood by the side and learn how to survive.We ride my old rusty (not that old actually,just rusty) to the river behind my house.

polaroid

2011-01-31T15:18:00.002+08:00

Orchard road

2011-01-30T18:58:00.001+08:00

backward to 2010

2011-01-30T18:01:00.008+08:00

unedited pics (only one) of my 'balik kampung'

the last cross country

2011-01-30T17:11:00.003+08:00

(left ^ to right) Fateen,me,Aqmar,Athira,(still don't know his name ><), daniel
my running skills improved but nonetheless it was useless.I got points but no medals.My senior year ended with my sport house,Sheikh Ahmad (green shirt including me)won for year 2011!!

back to oldies

2011-01-30T17:02:00.003+08:00

mixed and matched mum's 70's clothes.

a must have for CNY 2011

2011-01-27T21:43:00.002+08:00

i want this for Chinese New Year 2011 but i have a really old dirty sneakers and the 1st one (what its called??)

LaneWay Festival tickets

2011-01-26T19:34:00.001+08:00

Who's interesed in LaneWay Festival tickets?!

contact me.open my blogspot page and you’ll know how!!

for once I lie

2011-01-21T23:08:00.001+08:00

here i confessed my sin:for once i Lie a big LIE..

i just hope..god does it all

2011-01-01T22:21:00.002+08:00

Thought of happiness

2010-12-31T20:52:00.002+08:00

Hopes and wishes

2010-12-31T20:49:00.001+08:00

Its not just THe fans but all the beautiful people.

2010; an unforgettable year of my life.

2010-12-02T14:15:00.001+08:00

the year everything's smooth sailing.From new friendship blossomed into sisterhood.from existence to eternity.

2010-11-28T18:25:00.000+08:00

-credits to Gwen Sim-

Hayley williams quote

2010-11-28T18:24:00.000+08:00

-edited by me;credits to Gwen Sim-

Picking up the bits and pieces of you.

2010-11-28T18:23:00.002+08:00

Perspective.

2010-11-26T11:04:00.001+08:00

"I wanna meet myself and see myself from others' views." -tumblr

Hurricanes and Suns preview madness.

2010-11-22T14:48:00.001+08:00

I didn't get enough of Humanoid City yet a new song strikes and got me high.

http://tokiotube.org/audio/175/th-hurricanes-and-suns-madradio-premiere

midnight poet part

2010-11-17T14:17:00.003+08:00

Pretend

2010-11-16T20:13:00.001+08:00

eatpray fashion

2010-11-12T22:42:00.002+08:00

“to be what you is, you gotta be what you are. the only thing im missing is a black guitar… im a rockstar.”

support Free your mind -Shakira

2010-11-11T21:34:00.001+08:00

TH! Entertainment: EMA returns, tonight! ;D

2010-11-07T18:17:00.000+08:00

TH! Entertainment: EMA returns, tonight! ;D: "Your heart is beating wildly like there's no end as the day slowly fades away, only to bring you closer to the most anticipating award show..."

TH! Entertainment: Bill Kaulitz is secretly in Love?

2010-11-06T13:52:00.000+08:00

TH! Entertainment: Bill Kaulitz is secretly in Love?: "Bill Kaulitz always got us to wonder, who would be that special angel that secretly owns his heart. He might say he’s a lonely rockstar, wel..."

his parts.

2010-11-05T15:56:00.001+08:00

resistance baby!

a clear view of my heart

2010-11-04T17:19:00.002+08:00

Durch den monsoon

2010-11-03T15:45:00.003+08:00

(the main town,Kangar in Perlis)

this is no joke.the weather started lovely but end up as a disaster,after the minor tornado.

beauty with brain

2010-11-03T14:03:00.002+08:00

and she's one of my faves.She's clever (Brown University) and pretty rich (estimated millions of $$) and pretty (appeared in VOGUE cover).

i feel..

2010-11-02T20:02:00.001+08:00

lazily lovely.♥

horrible but we were safe.

2010-10-30T10:54:00.001+08:00

its was a few days ago, 28/10/10.

a lil girl's lost and found

2010-10-16T13:34:00.005+08:00

she got lost!
she goes through an adventure search

and she found me.XD

Out of here(perlis) pt 2

2010-09-30T21:28:00.004+08:00

I thought it was Tom's
yes!am a twi-hard fan!

This is a flashback.

After months been trapped in this modest state,I went to urban Penang.yay!free!

mission was to search for anything TH-related and found few.So happy and shopped around.

The smiling faces of the old town people!

She got me falling in love

2010-09-29T20:05:00.002+08:00

I'm falling in love with her like Ateen did!

months in a year

2010-09-19T20:31:00.002+08:00

my favourite month of the year would be,when:

Tokio Hotel first landed in Malaysia ~magnificient may on the 1st

Then,came the news on the magazine and I bought it all,the next month~Jun

After that TH came the second time during World Stage and I got the tickets(unfortunately,didn't attend)~Jolly July 31st

And again,I got clippings from the mags and watch replays of MTVWS during the awesome august month!

FINALLY,MY BDAY ON 17TH SEXY SEPTEMBER.Its not just an ordinary month.Many things happened and has to do with my boys,Kaulitz Twins and Gustav's birthday on the same month.etc,etc,etc..Many wishes and small presents for me!!tehe~

Poetic parts

2010-09-11T00:33:00.002+08:00

You are like supernaturals,

made out of gazillion puzzles,

I tried to break the code,

That's too many of them.

I can't figure things out,

My eyes are shrouded,

As the fogs are gone,

I see you in the dark.

Let's go together into the black,

Put the world apart,

And leave us alone,

To seek each others' hearts.

p/s i thought of Gustav when I did this

Gummy Bear GUSTAV SCHAEFER!

2010-09-11T00:23:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY!

My first greetings to the cutest gummy bear GUSTAV for his birthday on

September 08 1988 (that was his birth date,duh!) last few days!

-I did this for the Kaulitz Twins and Gustav too for the fan action by Jessica

Happy eid mubarak!

2010-09-11T00:16:00.002+08:00

My own e-card version.Love it?to all friends and families.and not forgetting my lovely TH Fan!

a sleepover

2010-09-08T14:32:00.002+08:00

yea..i got back from Ateen's home after a sleepover yesterday!We had a chat..some time with her family.Only her family knew why I went there.And the outcome was negative.I don't care and THX TO UNCLE NOORLAN!!he kept the secret.

Ok so,the DVD's here.Thanks to my friend and a fan of THem who super-laju post it to perlis,Lisa Low.She's so nice and Im close to her.:))

me,ateen and nut can finally enjoy our holidays!

1st Sep 2010

2010-09-04T18:25:00.008+08:00

by mtv buzzworthy

the above is for all of the fans

I,i mean we,celebrated THeir birthdays!!!!the 21 years-old Twins and Gustav(in advance on 1st Sep 2010).Had an outing with the girls and that felt like a reunion.

Pnut,Ateen,Mars,Rudy and our guest,Alia Afiqah.thought of inviting more of the Perlis fans but..

Activities held are:

HAPPY BDAY TOM AND BILL KAULITZ AND GUSTAV

Out of here(perlis)!

2010-08-29T19:34:00.004+08:00

ya..yesterday we went Kedah..Mum punya pasal.

I'm so bored I bought a story book and exercise books...haha!

Dead until Dark.Nice..but my fave will always be Stephenie Meyer's.

Countdown to the Twin's birthday!I saw this when i was at a bakery ingredient's shop!

guess u know what did it meant!:))

It all begins with a choice

2010-08-22T22:07:00.004+08:00

So are familiar with that quote?I know many are..

Since exam just end,I just got the chance to watch!And as usual,i LOVE it!I just got over new moon and twilight.Calmed down,then watching it again makes me addicted.I felt like crying but it was a fairy-tale moment.I don't care Edward but looking at him was like looking at Kaulitz twin!I'm team Jacob by the way.I related to Bella very well.I like her too!

And I'm reading Stephenie Meyer:The short second life of Bree Tanner.The best author I read and I would never want others.

Awaiting for breaking down then.. :)

So here's the fan letter/poem i made that THST sent to remind me

2010-08-20T16:33:00.000+08:00

a poem i made for them

To Tokio Hotel:
Been so clueless,

All this while,á

Looking from the past,

to get through your mind.

From there,I started,

searching for the pieces,

It's an uphill battle,

to what you're now.

Can't deny,

You're all of our life,

Tried to leave,

Just came running back,

to you.

Didn't missed a moment,

your highlights on the screen,

I want to breathe your air,

in me,so deep.

Your songs are flawless,

It's a catastrophe,

You turned me insane,

Looking at your lyrics.

Is this overboard?

dianah,

29/07/2010

*I can't attend world stage 2010 but I did went to see you guys last time.Hope Tokio Hotel will be back in Asia.

And THanks for THe special treat to the Malaysian.

You guys are THe best!*

MALAYSIAN LOVES YOU!

2010-08-19T19:26:00.000+08:00

think positive.remember through the monsoon!

I never told you right?

2010-08-19T19:12:00.003+08:00

I forgot!

fact:I got a part in Tokio Hotel Malaysia Street Team as regional coordinator when they first started and i was the first volunteer.Long time ago.Now.....

Im one of the moderators in Tokio Hotel Malaysia FC forum!!here's to prove you who thinks im wrong and untrue.And self absorbed and bla bla bla...

Hi, Dianah!

We Administrators of this site have decided that you have a really great presence here - we love how you take part in so many discussions and also start your own!

As a result, we would like to offer the position of Forum Moderator to you. Being a Forum Moderator comes with a few duties which basically consists of 1) maintaining peace on the forum, 2) reporting any posts or members that don't follow the forum rules, and 3) publicising the forum when necessary.

However, besides the duties that come with such a position, being a Forum Moderator also entitles you to be the first to find out about any events or things that we plan for the Forum (eg: the fan gathering on July 30, 2010) and we Administrators also think about the Forum Moderators first before anyone else, as a thank you for being so helpful on the forum.

So if you're interested in joining the Official Tokio Hotel Malaysia Forum team, please inform me and I will add you to the Moderators list!

Thanks so much.

- Yin Dale

the craziness ends!!!

2010-08-19T18:59:00.001+08:00

After 2 weeks and my head is lighter like flowing on water!