the end starts here

history in my 2012 life

2012-01-05T22:37:00.006+08:00

i must take note of this day in 2012.The next big thing after this.

Actually i have been through it back then but today was the longest.how my idol spent time with me.

~JAMIE JLOSTEIN~

it started here:

the 2nd most useful search engine YOUTUBE:

a Tokio Hotel-inspired person like me.

Then,as a fan,we'll do this

i tried to contact her,telepathically (fake).succeeded!

and with heart and soul,we just bond.(exaggerate)

We chatted.How sweet!

I tried helping her to increase her no. of fans through Galaxie but failed last year.I emailed Galaxie and was awarded the winner letter of the month (truth and not myth).They suggested Xtina Grimmie and Sam Tsui instead.i should've specify it with LOCAL youtube star.

We talked about Love (sounds homo?) whatever.it was my moment.

Lastly,we bid farewell but never a bye.

wake up,its your new start of 2012

2012-01-01T17:12:00.001+08:00

happy new year 2012.God bless all you people!

mama mia!i survived

2011-09-22T20:59:00.006+08:00

^^ Spm 2011 candidate

My only raya visiting at BFF's house,Pnut

my precious mini bday cake n a heartfelt msg by my chekarlians friends

So its been almost a month,my trials have been going on.passing by my birthday.it was dissapointing,you won't wanna know.Society...

But anyway..as the saying goes there are so many beautiful reasons to be happy..Thx!

Shout out loud

2011-08-19T23:25:00.002+08:00

I have a statement:Im not old but it's just a maturity in sight.

You who called me old is simply DUMB!

Club Mod contest

2011-08-17T12:04:00.001+08:00

KORANG,Ampa,Depa di sana!nak mintak tlg LIKE Club Mod,and like my wall post there:saya nak stylo mylo dengan beg ClubMod kerana nak buat org biasa jealous dgn ahli MOD CLUB members dgn beg yg style!!XD

Maturity in sight

2011-07-23T23:27:00.011+08:00

Its been a week and the AFS 2nd stage selection camp memories never once slipped from my mind.Its the biggest decision i had ever made attending this second.More or less I've changed but there was more to learn and to fix about myself.

At first,it was to fight for a place to USA but then in 2 days,my nervousness and anxiety just faded. what appeared was life-changing:Friendship.A bond was built between strangers of all walks of life and with people who were already my friend.

The 'sacred' notebook Le Xuan was writing in

Food Lovers:Michelle Han (selangor) reminded me of Bonny Cheang,Perlisian Lex aka Le xuan

Inspirations:People with hearing disablities made us laugh the most.

Group 11:main game Traditional ;p

My room mate (bertudung) Puteri Malinda and my Ketua (blue uniform) Arm-Rain,team members xcept Hakim (black shirt)

Final day !

Group U.S.(Us yg semangat USA): Presentation with remix of Price Tag ft Lazy Song

Yours truly,

Afterthoughts

My current lovers:my Rayband Crew

2011-07-15T20:40:00.004+08:00

Actually they were my band members.But then we did this 70's song called Bunyi Guitar.So our senior trumpeters came up with an idea to Mambo,and we wanted to remix by putting on the 'rayban' glasses and malay traditional dikir barat.and then *poof*! Mine is dad's precious antique Porsche Carera glasses.looking forward to upload pics and videos soon.

am currently in KL for AFS ;): one day before Urbanscapes (then again,won the tix,SOS a new friend,Aliza Sara) and 2 days before Malaysia National Marching Band competition.I SO wanna go!!

the day she broke down

2011-07-09T23:33:00.001+08:00

and its not because of boyfriend,or broken hearted but....

Oh daddy cool~

2011-06-20T22:52:00.011+08:00

Since its Father's Day (still!),i wanna shamelessly BRAG about my beloved dad!

u wonder where am i from.im the proud daughter of my genius dad!!He is a know-it-all man i have ever knew.Not a thing he doesn't know!

his nickname:tak mau kalah! (don't wanna lose!)

You have batman but he is the superhero that protects me from the reality monster 24/7.

Im spoilt but he taught me what life really was that is to live and not just dream.

he's not a cook but he cooks according to his mood and only cook western food.but this ^ was my lucky day,he cooked this delicious you-can't-get-enough-of-it sandwich.

His recipe:
1.Turkey

2.Egg

3.Breadspread/mayo

* 4. the most important,pinches of LOVE!:)

He is creative.He taught me a lil bit of photography and he knows i love tumblr!so he knows what crap i usually talk about.

He is so funny but at the same time strict on some matters.

"He said taking care of a child is like playing a kite.sometimes you gotta let it lose and at times,you have to hold it back."

All in all,daddy,we love you!!

p/s all the above were proven 'scientifically' true,not myth cause my friends said so!

Quote of the day

2011-06-08T20:44:00.002+08:00

lets swim to 'Pasar Ikan' Manhattan

2011-06-07T17:47:00.015+08:00

Directly translated by our local vlogger on YouTube Anwar Hadi as the

Manhattan Fish Market

its been quite sometime since we had a family gathering

with my sis and...

so she's not the hightlight but her new phone,HTC ;p

You know,for-those-who-can't-afford-an-IPhone phone.You have lots in the market e.g. Samsung Galaxy but im still a lover for Iphone ever since im allowed to play Aqmar's without limit.Thanks Aqmar!

we played Solo Lite,a music app for guitar cause my sis wanna try play guitar but it's not good.

a lil bit about her

*continue....*

dad and his halibut fish.I never heard about that kind of fish.

I want it to happen,to have Kenny Roger in Perlis but seemed impossible!!

mood:life is wonderful!XD

Quote of the day

2011-06-02T17:13:00.002+08:00

and they always did if you pay attention to what they say.Don't lose who you are!

Because you're one and only and you're beautiful just the way you are :)

music scene pt 3

2011-06-01T23:44:00.004+08:00

Roll the drums!!!*ka chang* up next....the category that i never thought it will be my choice of my song especially during stressful moments or well,to cover up my ear when my parents nag

><.it works really!you shouldn't follow me though,its bad,bad girl!

category:SCREAMO ROCK

credits:Aqmar who open my ears to the beauty of hardcore rock songs

the song i heard when i watch a dedication video to Tokio Hotel before i knew it was actually skillet!!!

this band:Eyes Set To Kill is coming down to Malaysia!

check it out:http://www.junkonline.net/articles/3221-Eyes-Set-To-Kill-Play-Malaysia--Indonesia-July-2011

Local Music Scene pt 2

2011-05-30T22:30:00.003+08:00

next to come on my playlist. Our proud of Malaysia!

2nd Category:Local star-to-be

this video that spreaded like disease which made her outstanding and made it to the TOP!

I was a fan back then but then she got forgotten :( btw,i actually met her in person at the Tokio Hotel first concert in Malaysia and i thought who was that cosplay girl(standing just bedise me:0),weird!After that i came home,actively getting involved with checking out the youtube amazing stars,and again i just ran into her video.*BAM*i remembered,she was the first youtube person i ever loved when i first time youtube-ing.Remorseful i tell you for not recognizing my idol.I wanted to meet her so bad again!!she was a very nice person too interacting with her on facebook!!!

her inspiration,the infamous german songstress,Eisblume.Because of J'Lostein,Eisblume was one of my interests!

My fave original creation of hers.

her first step towards fame!!yay!

Lots more to talk about this not-so-typical singing bird:)) !http://www.jlostein.net

love for the underground scene

2011-05-29T21:34:00.003+08:00

here i am,not breaking my promise to blog about the music scene.especially my discovery in the youtube world and just bumping into it then falling in love with it.

first category:Not just youtube-ing!

my current love for.This shows her beautifully pleasant-to-hear sweet voice..

Hear her power vocals hit the top and she's in control of it like a pro!!

inspiring creations of her own and im wishing for the HQ to put it on my playlist

and did i tell you she's going on tour with Selena Gomez??http://selenagomez.com/tour-dates

this is me after the exams!

2011-05-25T19:27:00.001+08:00

*my imaginary world,talking to myself*

and do what?i have lots to do..

you?no?

be my date??lets just hang out!

Mother's Day dedications

2011-05-08T19:35:00.004+08:00

the presents we bought,she got!

Seafood savour,YUMMy!

King and Queen of my heart

Quote of the day

2011-05-03T23:22:00.002+08:00

upcoming post:Bands

2011-05-02T15:42:00.004+08:00

I wanna make you wait.Stick to your sit cause im gonna wake you up with a smile.

p/s My next post will be something about music.wanting to blog about it for a long time :)

and so the prince and princess lived happily ever after

2011-04-29T22:58:00.009+08:00

Wedding of the DECADE by Princess Diana and Prince Charles on 21 Jun 1982

YEARS....later

The wedding of the DECADE by Prince William and Kate Middleton on 29th April 2011

E-online reports on the dress:

"Miss Middleton chose British brand Alexander McQueen for the beauty of its craftsmanship and its respect for traditional workmanship and the technical construction of clothing," the official site states. "[She] wished for her dress to combine tradition and modernity with the artistic vision that characterises...McQueen's work."

As for details, the bodice and skirt's lace appliqué was handmade by the Royal School of Needlework, while the dress is made of ivory and white satin gazar. The pleated skirt was made to resemble an "opening flower" (love!), and the bodice, which was "padded at the hips, draws on the Victorian tradition of corsetry."

Kate's ivory duchess satin heels were also courtesy of Alexander McQueen.

And the bling? Queen Elizabeth II lent her the Cartier-designed "halo" tiara, and the teardrop diamond earrings were a personal gift from her parents.

Style expert and Fashion Police host George Kotsiopoulos declared of Kate's bridal look, "Yay! May the fashion world rejoice, for It's Sarah Burton for Alexander McQueen! Now Kate is officially cool and of course totally modern."

ahh..the royal wedding.A dream come true for every lil girl who lives a princess dream.a shining armour on his white horse comes to the rescue,get married and live happily ever after.Including me.

But *poof*,back to reality,it's impossible.== Today's event could be a joyful one and could also be a tear-dropping event as one of the hottest royal bachelor was no more a bachelor.

I've been wondering the whole time and even reading the words on the invitation card carefully and repeatedly,is this possible?A commoner and a royal member give birth to a half-blood prince (tumblr).anyway we just gotta put on a smile and life goes on.

Congrats!

EARTH DAY 2011

2011-04-23T22:41:00.003+08:00

if you could read,you know what does it mean.

If you understand,you know what to do.

If you care,you do it now!

I know many don't give a damn about this,but i do!

International Book Day

2011-04-12T22:05:00.007+08:00

Reading is the best medicine in life,endless.So read instead of taking drugs!;O

my room i always been dreaming of.To have a book zone!cool huh!

Library and bookshop is my 'lepak' place

Lost Books (by Gilderic (Recovering))

Books are the key of civilization. Books are a light in the darkness. Books are a source of inspiration.

my cousin brought me to this lovely lil secondhand bookstore in Singapore

10 things to learn from Japan.

2011-04-12T22:00:00.001+08:00

1. THE CALM
Not a single visual of chest-beating or wild grief. Sorrow itself has been elevated.

2. THE DIGNITY
Disciplined queues for water and groceries. Not a rough word or a crude gesture.

3. THE ABILITY
The incredible architects, for instance. Buildings swayed but didn’t fall.

4. THE GRACE
People bought only what they needed for the present, so everybody could get something.

5. THE ORDER
No looting in shops. No honking and no overtaking on the roads. Just understanding.

6. THE SACRIFICE
Fifty workers stayed back to pump sea water in the N-reactors. How will they ever be repaid?

7. THE TENDERNESS
Restaurants cut prices. An unguarded ATM is left alone. The strong cared for the weak.

8. THE TRAINING
The old and the children, everyone knew exactly what to do. And they did just that.

9. THE MEDIA
They showed magnificent restraint in the bulletins. No silly reporters. Only calm reportage.

10. THE CONSCIENCE
When the power went off in a store, people put things back on the shelves and left quietly!

Learn to give rather than take

2011-04-11T23:47:00.005+08:00

i got this email from my dad:A life lesson from the Japanese Earthquake.Ponder..

THIS letter, written by Vietnamese immigrant Ha Minh Thanh working in Fukushima as a policeman to a friend in Vietnam, was posted on New America Media on March 19. It is a testimonial to the strength of the Japanese spirit, and an interesting slice of life near the epicenter of Japan 's crisis at the Fukushima nuclear power plant. It was translated by NAM editor Andrew Lam, author of "East Eats West: Writing in Two Hemispheres." Shanghai Daily condensed it. Brother, ; How are you and your family? These last few days, everything was in chaos. When I close my eyes, I see dead bodies. When I open my eyes, I also see dead bodies. Each one of us must work 20 hours a day, yet I wish there were 48 hours in the day, so that we could continue helping and rescuing folks. We are without water and electricity, and food rations are near zero. We barely manage to move refugees before there are new orders to move them elsewhere. I am currently in Fukushima , about 25 kilometers away from the nuclear power plant. I have so much to tell you that if I could write it all down, it would surely turn into a novel about human relationships and behaviors during times of crisis. People here remain calm - their sense of dignity and proper behavior are very good - so things aren't as bad as they could be. But given another week, I can't guarantee that things won't get to a point where we can no longer provide proper protection and order. They are humans after all, and when hunger and thirst override dignity, well, they will do whatever they have to do. The government is trying to provide supplies by air, bringing in food and medicine, but it's like dropping a little salt into the ocean. Brother, there was a really moving incident. It involves a little Japanese boy who taught an adult like me a lesson on how to behave like a human being. Last night, I was sent to a little grammar school to help a charity organization distribute food to the refugees. It was a long line that snaked this way and that and I saw a little boy around 9 years old. He was wearing a T-shirt and a pair of shorts. It was getting very cold and the boy was at the very end of the line. I was worried that by the time his turn came there wouldn't be any food left. So I spoke to him. He said he was at school when the earthquake happened. His father worked nearby and was driving to the school. The boy was on the third floor balcony when he saw the tsunami sweep his father's car away. I asked him about his mother. He said his house is right by the beach and that his mother and little sister probably didn't make it. He turned his head and wiped his tears when I asked about his relatives. The boy was shivering so I took off my police jacket and put it on him. That's when my bag of food ration fell out. I picked it up and gave it to him. "When it comes to your turn, they might run out of food. So here's my portion. I already ate. Why don't you eat it?" The boy took my food and bowed. I thought he would eat it right away, but he didn't. He took the bag of food, went up to where the line ended and put it where all the food was waiting to be distributed. I was shocked. I asked him why he didn't eat it and instead added it to the food pile. He answered: "Because I see a lot more people hungrier than I am. If I put it there, then they will distribute the food equally." When I heard that I turned away so that people wouldn't see me cry. A society that can produce a 9-year-old who understands the concept of sacrifice for the greater good must be a great society, a great people. Well, a few lines to send you and your family my warm wishes. The hours of my shift have begun again. Ha Minh Thanh

Fashion forward

2011-04-03T19:58:00.010+08:00

Fashion is part and parcel of art and vice versa.Everybody knows how to dress right and nowadays wrong dressing is also fashion.Like the Japanese who loves too much accesories or Lady Gaga (not that i adore her).You can't deny that she's brave in experimenting and realising the impossible.

Even trash is the latest fashion as nowadays it's going GREEN!Yes,green as in environmental-friendly fashion.

Hows that?The clothes are usually made out of organic cotton, hemp, bamboo and renewable fibers... ;o

If you don't know that,don't brag you're fashion fab or whatsoever!!

One of the fashion idol i look up to is none other than the bright student of Brown University/Gorgeous looking lady/talented actress etc etc...

EMMA WATSON.

Her infamous simply stylish design People Tree is made out of 80% organic materials.Geniusly beautiful invention!

The 2011 collections

But i don't know when will People Tree designs exist here in Malaysia.Let's just keep our fingers crossed and hope the time will come.Till then keep supporting organic clothing line,will ya?

Oops!Back to the local news.The current event fashion-conscious-and-art-lover-Malaysians can participate to show your support is *drum roll*...TADA!!!

FASH ART Fashion Bazaar

(click for more info)

When:SUNDAY APR 3, 2011 from 10am - 10pm

Where: (Indoor) Upper Concorse and Ground Floor,

Empire Shopping Gallery, Subang!

A celebration where fashion meets art.
Even recyclables become a glamorous revolution.